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Yes Im a Nerd
So, I had the worst dream ever last night, it was really weird. It was Saturday and I had come over to game and heresy  and catholicsin  where packing their apartment. They asked me to help and I did so gladly(what are friends for after all :) ). After a few hours we were ready for a break and heresy wasn't feeling well and needed a nap. I asked if we were going to game and they both laid down on the couch and said not today we have to much to do. I was so bummed that I left after they fell asleep(not a very nice thing to do and I felt bad about it even after I woke up.)

Yes, Verginia, I am a Nerd. That and I think that with surgery being only like 2 and a half weeks away Im a little touchy about everything. But I have decided to take some extra time and relax before hand so that I'm more rested going in.


Things that just Piss you Off
So, to preface I've been stuck in my house for almost 2 weeks now because of the blasted snow. For the last week I've not even been able to drive myself to work. So I've had to rely on my foster dad. A few years ago it may not have bothered me, but I've become much more independent.  It's starting to drive me nuts to not be as independent as I want to be. I was very grouchy, so when foster dad asked me to do some house cleaning before foster mom came home from a trip tomorrow and I had to tell him 3 separate times that I would do it. I lost my temper and yelled at him and when I told him that he was just as grouchy as I was he flew off the handle and called me a bitch, not once but several times.

I left the house, later that day I called and made sure that I apologized for being grouchy, but of course he will never apologize because he doesn't think that he did anything wrong. He never will, but hey at least I took the moral high ground and I will be able to sleep well at night.

F****** Weather
So, I just tried to go get into my car to leave the house. Ive been driving in this shit for a week and a half, but now that the temp has come up 5 degrees or so the foot and a half of snow that is on our side street is all slush. MEANING... I cant get my car to move an inch. I'm very frustrated. I've been stuck in the house for the better part of 2 weeks and its driving me crazy, if this shit doesn't disappear soon I think that I might go postal. I think I might be better if I had some friends close by that I could escape to but its just me and the fam(Not that I don't love them to death) but it would be nice to see some new faces for a change.

Happy Birthday
I share a birthday with a pretty cool guy, and I'd like to take the time to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY yog_sothoth !!

Naming Day
I had a rough night last night, between my cats agitating to get let out of my room to roam the house and having to go to the bathroom about a million times last night. Through it all the coolest little teddy bear ever(colostomy bear) was on the bed staring it me with big black eyes.

I've been trying to think of a name for the bear for the last few days with little success. One of the times I came back to bed after a trip to the bathroom it hit me!  Clarice... that's her name now Clarice the Colostomy Bear.

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Why is it that the whole world cant be as straight forward as I am. Life is so much easier when you can walk up to some one, tell them that you have a problem and solve it like rational adults. ARGE!!

Okay, rant over :)

This looked like fun

* Grab the nearest book.
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the next two to five sentences in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

In a large bowl, combine ground dog food kibble and the remaining ingredients until well mixed. The batter should be like a slightly grainy cake batter.

From "The Ultimate Dog Treat Cookbook"

This was the closest book to my local at the kitchen table :)

From the comfort of the Kamode
I want to take a moment to thank my good friends catholicsin  and heresy for talking me into buying a laptop(even if it is a Dell). I have more fun in the bathroom now than I ever have before! I never used to look forward to my long stays, but now I dont really mind so much.

I can chat, surf, read a Pdf... whatever and not really think about whats going on in my nether-regens. When one relaxes things always come out better :)

So again, thank you friends... from the bottom of my, well, from my bottom

I had to do it

Maybe I should change my profesion
bedroom toys
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